First day of the rest of my life... or however that goes
Ok so its 1:27 am .... do you know whats in your fridge??? I do! I know because i just took inventory at 11:33 pm when i ate things that im going to be limiting myself on for the next however many days it takes to get back into the jeans that are staring at me in my closet.
This is going to be a very long and very difficult process. I have let my weight get so out of hand in the past few years and then on again and off again diets that never seem to stick. I am very discouraged and it makes me very depressed to be like this. But its very hard to see the clothing that i cant fit into when i go shopping with my friends. The clothes i so desperately want to wear and feel cute, sexy, and not like im about to go audition for the good year blimp's job.
Have you ever noticed that cute clothes dont come in large sizes? No. They dont. Cute clothes are confined to the size 6/8/10's of the world. And on occasions the size 12-14 but not so much. Although clothing companies are learning but its still a long time coming before that happens, and honestly i wish it never had to happen. I wish that everyone was healthy and thin and we didnt have to worry about overweight kids and adults and bigger sizes and bigger seats on planes and so on and so forth. But the world is not fair and people have eating problems both eating too much and not eating enough.
So i have decided to do the healthy way- diet AND excercise. yes that dreaded word. Its like a 4 letter word ( exercise lol not diet) but im going to do it. Im going to stick to a 1500 calorie diet and do my best to work my way back up to walking 10 miles a day.
So today is July first. I have consumed the following so far:
1 can of regular coca cola. Actually still drinking on it. So so far for the day ive consumed 140 calories of my alloted 1500. No fat, just lots of sodium and sugars. Im trying to go to coke zero only when i want caffiene. I cant live without caffiene. I work at home. i work long weird hours. Caffiene is my friend. Im a fiend. What can i say.
I also bought a juicer. This is gods best gift i swear. When God put the idea for Jack La Lanne to make a juicer he was on a roll. Have you ever used one of these things?? Its amazing.
Thats another thing ill be doing: giving you my thoughts and opinions on various items im going to buy and try. The good... and the evil. What to spend and splurge on and what NOT to waste your money on.
So sit back, relax, and get ready for the pounds to melt away ( at least i hope so!)
My Goal- Long term- 100 lbs
Short term monthly- 20 lbs
This is going to be a very long and very difficult process. I have let my weight get so out of hand in the past few years and then on again and off again diets that never seem to stick. I am very discouraged and it makes me very depressed to be like this. But its very hard to see the clothing that i cant fit into when i go shopping with my friends. The clothes i so desperately want to wear and feel cute, sexy, and not like im about to go audition for the good year blimp's job.
Have you ever noticed that cute clothes dont come in large sizes? No. They dont. Cute clothes are confined to the size 6/8/10's of the world. And on occasions the size 12-14 but not so much. Although clothing companies are learning but its still a long time coming before that happens, and honestly i wish it never had to happen. I wish that everyone was healthy and thin and we didnt have to worry about overweight kids and adults and bigger sizes and bigger seats on planes and so on and so forth. But the world is not fair and people have eating problems both eating too much and not eating enough.
So i have decided to do the healthy way- diet AND excercise. yes that dreaded word. Its like a 4 letter word ( exercise lol not diet) but im going to do it. Im going to stick to a 1500 calorie diet and do my best to work my way back up to walking 10 miles a day.
So today is July first. I have consumed the following so far:
1 can of regular coca cola. Actually still drinking on it. So so far for the day ive consumed 140 calories of my alloted 1500. No fat, just lots of sodium and sugars. Im trying to go to coke zero only when i want caffiene. I cant live without caffiene. I work at home. i work long weird hours. Caffiene is my friend. Im a fiend. What can i say.
I also bought a juicer. This is gods best gift i swear. When God put the idea for Jack La Lanne to make a juicer he was on a roll. Have you ever used one of these things?? Its amazing.
Thats another thing ill be doing: giving you my thoughts and opinions on various items im going to buy and try. The good... and the evil. What to spend and splurge on and what NOT to waste your money on.
So sit back, relax, and get ready for the pounds to melt away ( at least i hope so!)
My Goal- Long term- 100 lbs
Short term monthly- 20 lbs
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