Dragging Ass
Ugh the past 3 days have been just i dunno, i have not been very motivated to do anything but stay home in the cool and just be a bum on the computer all day. Its now the 24th and i have a little under a week left in the month and i really need to get my ass in gear.
But for some reason i cant. That and ive been sleeping very well lately but still am waking up feeling tired and cranky. Im not sure why. And ive been having these massivly vivid dreams , or rather id call them nightmares, here lately. Like waking up going what the ..... yeah those kinda dreams.
I have a week to go before my yard sale. I have to go get it in the paper this afternoon. Its on the first and the 2nd. Im still dragging ass on this too. WTF is my deal! I have a whole garage left to be gone through. Not to mention after that i have to go back through everything and put it in boxes and with like items. I wanna go ahead and get the racks and have the clothes already hanging up by the beg of next week so i have room to manuever and see how many boxes and tables im going to need. See, i have the plan, i just cant get my ass in gear to follow said plan.
My brothers birthday is also next monday. We are having his birthday dinner sunday night at Olive Garden b/c he has to work monday and my parents have some meeting monday night. He'll be 25. I have presents for him i start buying them b/c i start buying christmas early and that way i have enough on hand for birthday. But i don tknow what to give him. Ugh. I also have to get a card and i havnt done that yet either.
I am usually so up to the minute about things like this but lately i just wait till the last minute to do anything. What is wrong with me! I think its the heat personally not making me wanna go anywhere or do anything. That and my fat self being depressed. I have so many things going on in my head that if just one of them would shut the hell up for a moment it would help a bit.
Ok its 7:30 am. I am going to go to the gym today if it kills me. I have 3 days to make up for which means 9 miles. 9 LONG FREAKING MILES which means 3 hours at the gym. Which i can do im just giong to be incredibly tired when im done.
But for some reason i cant. That and ive been sleeping very well lately but still am waking up feeling tired and cranky. Im not sure why. And ive been having these massivly vivid dreams , or rather id call them nightmares, here lately. Like waking up going what the ..... yeah those kinda dreams.
I have a week to go before my yard sale. I have to go get it in the paper this afternoon. Its on the first and the 2nd. Im still dragging ass on this too. WTF is my deal! I have a whole garage left to be gone through. Not to mention after that i have to go back through everything and put it in boxes and with like items. I wanna go ahead and get the racks and have the clothes already hanging up by the beg of next week so i have room to manuever and see how many boxes and tables im going to need. See, i have the plan, i just cant get my ass in gear to follow said plan.
My brothers birthday is also next monday. We are having his birthday dinner sunday night at Olive Garden b/c he has to work monday and my parents have some meeting monday night. He'll be 25. I have presents for him i start buying them b/c i start buying christmas early and that way i have enough on hand for birthday. But i don tknow what to give him. Ugh. I also have to get a card and i havnt done that yet either.
I am usually so up to the minute about things like this but lately i just wait till the last minute to do anything. What is wrong with me! I think its the heat personally not making me wanna go anywhere or do anything. That and my fat self being depressed. I have so many things going on in my head that if just one of them would shut the hell up for a moment it would help a bit.
Ok its 7:30 am. I am going to go to the gym today if it kills me. I have 3 days to make up for which means 9 miles. 9 LONG FREAKING MILES which means 3 hours at the gym. Which i can do im just giong to be incredibly tired when im done.
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